Blah. I'm up waaaaay too early for it to be Saturday. Unfortunately I have an eye appointment scheduled for 8:30 this morning. I think I might need glasses. I'm still in denial.
Yesterday was a pretty good day. Boyfriend #1 surprised the hell out of me and showed up at my job with one of his guy friends. His friend was shamelessly flirting with me the entire time and #1 was just showing off. He LOOOOVES the fact that his friends all want me. (lol) Since #1 blew me off last weekend I jokingly invited his drooling friend to come and play tennis with me. At the mention of it he sat straight up in his chair and said, "I'll do anything you want me o do this weekend" I think his response took it a little too far for #1 because I saw the expression on his face change. "I'm coming too", he whined with his eyebrows pushed together and an annoyed expression on his face. He's so cute when he's jealous.
Right after they left I had a missed call, a voicemail and an "I miss u" text on my phone. Boyfriend #2!! OMG! I hate the way they all come after me at once. He is trying to plan our Vegas trip but I'm nervous to travel all that way by myself. I would have to be on the plane for 6 or 7 hours! He wants to go in the 3rd week of June.....I might have to take a raincheck on this.
So far I have a pretty busy Saturday ahead of me but I think that my Sunday is free. Thank goodness! I need some time to relax. Even though I had a 4 day work week because of Memorial Day, it felt like it took forever to pass! On Tuesday I worked a 12 hour day! WTF?
I have to go and get something to eat before I let this doctor jab me in my eyes. Ugh. Hopefully they won't forget about me like they did at my doctors appt on Wednesday. I sat in the exam room for an hour without being seen and when I went to the front office to tell the nurse I couldn't wait any longer, I had to go to work, she exclaimed, "OH MY GOD!!! I AM SOOOOO SORRY! I forgot that you were back there!" In their defense, it was unusually busy that day. (lol)
TTYL
Saturday, May 31, 2008
Thursday, May 29, 2008
Just One More Thing...
Okay, so I just went browsing through dozens of blogs and I think that mine is probably THE only one here that doesn't have a cool background or pictures, etc. WTF?
Girls Rule and Boys Drool
Hey beeoch. Don't get too excited, I'm just dropping in to say that I hate men. Ugh! I can't believe how thoughtless and inconsiderate they can be sometimes! All 3 of my boyfriends are complete and total tools...
#1 completely blew me off on Memorial Day because he spent the day golfing with his guys. He is notorious for putting me on the back burner to pursue his "BRO-mances". I haven't called him and he hasn't called me. He knows that I'm pissed because, unfortunately, he's done this a lot of times. I'll get a text from him in another week or so. I don't know if I'm going to answer it or not though. I should just just leave it at this and let him go. I'm tired of being in toxic relationships.
#2 is paranoid about #1 and he's starting to be kinda standoff-ish. When he was in town from CA last week he saw a picture on my computer of me and #1 hugging and he just kind of froze. I can't blame him. I froze when I saw that picture on the screen too! SHIT! Now he is always saying that "your man is gonna be jealous that you're talking to me so much". Blah. This whole situation with him is kinda weird anyway.
#3 is out in la la land. Who knows where he is. He is going to be going to Las Vegas every weekend to work on the night club that he is opening there. He's aiming for a November grand opening...he's gonna have to work his ass off! (all 3 guys have an unhealthy obsession with Las Vegas and they ALL want to take me out there. It'll be my luck that I go out there and they all know each other!)
Work was craaaazy as usual today. There is a new girl that is working at the desk next to me and she is a sloppy, fat, ghetto bitch. She is so annoying! She had to come in late today because she had to go to court to get child support for her kids. (or in her words, "Man, I'm gonna be in layt tommorrah cuz I gotta go to court to get chiiiild suppot fo mah keeds. Bof of em! ) OMG. I swear I'm telling the truth. I couldn't make this shit up. (lol)
Well I am gonna go. I spend all day on a computer and I needs to git up offa here yo. My eyes be painin me. (lmao) Oh God! The ghetto slang is contagious! TTYL
#1 completely blew me off on Memorial Day because he spent the day golfing with his guys. He is notorious for putting me on the back burner to pursue his "BRO-mances". I haven't called him and he hasn't called me. He knows that I'm pissed because, unfortunately, he's done this a lot of times. I'll get a text from him in another week or so. I don't know if I'm going to answer it or not though. I should just just leave it at this and let him go. I'm tired of being in toxic relationships.
#2 is paranoid about #1 and he's starting to be kinda standoff-ish. When he was in town from CA last week he saw a picture on my computer of me and #1 hugging and he just kind of froze. I can't blame him. I froze when I saw that picture on the screen too! SHIT! Now he is always saying that "your man is gonna be jealous that you're talking to me so much". Blah. This whole situation with him is kinda weird anyway.
#3 is out in la la land. Who knows where he is. He is going to be going to Las Vegas every weekend to work on the night club that he is opening there. He's aiming for a November grand opening...he's gonna have to work his ass off! (all 3 guys have an unhealthy obsession with Las Vegas and they ALL want to take me out there. It'll be my luck that I go out there and they all know each other!)
Work was craaaazy as usual today. There is a new girl that is working at the desk next to me and she is a sloppy, fat, ghetto bitch. She is so annoying! She had to come in late today because she had to go to court to get child support for her kids. (or in her words, "Man, I'm gonna be in layt tommorrah cuz I gotta go to court to get chiiiild suppot fo mah keeds. Bof of em! ) OMG. I swear I'm telling the truth. I couldn't make this shit up. (lol)
Well I am gonna go. I spend all day on a computer and I needs to git up offa here yo. My eyes be painin me. (lmao) Oh God! The ghetto slang is contagious! TTYL
Monday, May 26, 2008
Three Equals One.
Hello there.
Right now I am bored out of my frickin mind on Memorial Day Monday. It's 10:15 am and everyone in my house is STILL asleep!
I can't get a hold of any of my boyfriends. Yes, you read that last part right. I have to have three "boyfriends" to equal the attention of one. Well, if you want to be technical about it I should be referring to them as "MANfriends" since they are all at least a decade older than me. (#1 is 41 years old, #2 is 37 and #3 is 30) All of them are very succesful business owners and don't have the luxury of giving me their undivided attention. Grrr.... It's so frustrating trying to deal with them sometimes.
I'm supposed to be playing tennis with #1 sometime this afternoon. After weeks of being too busy to call or see me he is suddenly smitten again. He called me three times yesterday, left me two voicemails and sent me some text messages. WTF? But that works because #2 is at some lake in Utah throwing a ritzy fishing trip for his A+ clients until Wednesday and #3 is at the beach.
The weather outside is absolutely BEEEYOOTIFUL! After I finish with this entry I plan on going out to run some errands and play with my puppy.
Yesterday I enrolled in college. I feel like I need to be doing more with myself. Even though I am just 21 I feel like I am running out of time. I'm not quite sure what I think I should be doing but I feel very bored and restless. I have every material thing that I could want; designer purses with the matching shoes, a huge closet full of brand new clothes, expensive jewelry, a Cadillac Escalade, all of which I bought for myself with my own money. I don't think I can buy myself what I am missing and that is romantic love. Luckily I have a great family as my support system or I would be a total mess.
Having a romantic relationship in my life is very important to me. One of my goals in life is to be married and I want my hubby to be my best friend. So far all of my boyfriends have brought up the topic of marriage and how they would spoil me beyond belief but as you can see, I am still all alone. I think that once their lives slow down they will be ready to settle down but I can't help but wonder how long I will allow myself to play the waiting game. Will I end up spending the rest of my life with one of these guys or will a fourth contender come out of nowhere and sweep me off of my feet leaving all three of them in the cold? It's a laughable thought.
I have my door open trying to bring in some of this warm, fresh air but all I seem to be bringing in is huge flies and mosquitoes. Dammit.
It's getting late and I have to eat something before I get a headache
Right now I am bored out of my frickin mind on Memorial Day Monday. It's 10:15 am and everyone in my house is STILL asleep!
I can't get a hold of any of my boyfriends. Yes, you read that last part right. I have to have three "boyfriends" to equal the attention of one. Well, if you want to be technical about it I should be referring to them as "MANfriends" since they are all at least a decade older than me. (#1 is 41 years old, #2 is 37 and #3 is 30) All of them are very succesful business owners and don't have the luxury of giving me their undivided attention. Grrr.... It's so frustrating trying to deal with them sometimes.
I'm supposed to be playing tennis with #1 sometime this afternoon. After weeks of being too busy to call or see me he is suddenly smitten again. He called me three times yesterday, left me two voicemails and sent me some text messages. WTF? But that works because #2 is at some lake in Utah throwing a ritzy fishing trip for his A+ clients until Wednesday and #3 is at the beach.
The weather outside is absolutely BEEEYOOTIFUL! After I finish with this entry I plan on going out to run some errands and play with my puppy.
Yesterday I enrolled in college. I feel like I need to be doing more with myself. Even though I am just 21 I feel like I am running out of time. I'm not quite sure what I think I should be doing but I feel very bored and restless. I have every material thing that I could want; designer purses with the matching shoes, a huge closet full of brand new clothes, expensive jewelry, a Cadillac Escalade, all of which I bought for myself with my own money. I don't think I can buy myself what I am missing and that is romantic love. Luckily I have a great family as my support system or I would be a total mess.
Having a romantic relationship in my life is very important to me. One of my goals in life is to be married and I want my hubby to be my best friend. So far all of my boyfriends have brought up the topic of marriage and how they would spoil me beyond belief but as you can see, I am still all alone. I think that once their lives slow down they will be ready to settle down but I can't help but wonder how long I will allow myself to play the waiting game. Will I end up spending the rest of my life with one of these guys or will a fourth contender come out of nowhere and sweep me off of my feet leaving all three of them in the cold? It's a laughable thought.
I have my door open trying to bring in some of this warm, fresh air but all I seem to be bringing in is huge flies and mosquitoes. Dammit.
It's getting late and I have to eat something before I get a headache
Monday, May 19, 2008
Tomorrow's the big day!
OMG! At this time tomorrow my new squeeze will be standing right in front of me! He's flying all the way from California to see me. I'm so flattered. He's been blowing up my phone with texts and calls all day.
Right now I am dealing with an array of emotions. I feel happy, nervous, and a little guilty. I'm still soooooo much in love with my ex but I can't keep myself on hold for him forever. I guess all I can do is take things one day at a time.
You might not see too much of me for the next couple of days but I will definately make some time to catch you up on our visit. From what he's told me, he will be here Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday....
Wow. I'm going to try and get some sleep. I'm gonna have a hell of a day at work tomorrow.
Right now I am dealing with an array of emotions. I feel happy, nervous, and a little guilty. I'm still soooooo much in love with my ex but I can't keep myself on hold for him forever. I guess all I can do is take things one day at a time.
You might not see too much of me for the next couple of days but I will definately make some time to catch you up on our visit. From what he's told me, he will be here Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday....
Wow. I'm going to try and get some sleep. I'm gonna have a hell of a day at work tomorrow.
Sunday, May 18, 2008
Before I go to bed...
Alright, I'm back. Now, to fill you in on all of my juicy gossip from the past week.
After a year of dating the man I thought I was going to marry he and I have decided that it would just be best for us to take a step back and just be friends. Ouch. I am finally to the point now where I can think about it without bawling my eyes out. He's a realtor by profession and he simply doesn't have time for a romantic relationship right now. So I guess you could say that it was a friendly breakup. He and I are still very much in love but he wants me to go out and have fun. He says that he feels guilty because he can't give me what I need right now. Blah. Did I also mention that he's 41 and I'm 21? We are in two different worlds right now. I'll have to tell you more about him later. You'll be tripped out.
But you know, I have a feeling that everything happens for a reason and you should be careful what you wish for because you just might get it. A couple of days before the breakup (mentioned above) I met a handsome stranger while I was out of town on vacation. Our paths literally crossed in the lobby of the resort that we were staying in in Reno, Nevada. (the Grand Sierras Resort. It's a really beautiful place. You should check it out.) I saw him a couple more times after our initial encounter and he kept staring at me...
The next day he saw me again and he finally got up the courage to approach me to say "I just wanted to let you know that you are THE most gorgeous woman that I have ever seen in my life". Since that little sentence our relationship has flourished and now he is coming all the way from California to the West Virginia just to spend 2 days with me! (this is the really condensed version. For all you romantics out there I will post the full story of our meeting and first date in the very near future)
Right now it is getting very late and I have to get to bed. I have an early morning tomorrow and I want to get some sleep.
Goodnight. Hopefully I'll see you sometime tomorrow.
After a year of dating the man I thought I was going to marry he and I have decided that it would just be best for us to take a step back and just be friends. Ouch. I am finally to the point now where I can think about it without bawling my eyes out. He's a realtor by profession and he simply doesn't have time for a romantic relationship right now. So I guess you could say that it was a friendly breakup. He and I are still very much in love but he wants me to go out and have fun. He says that he feels guilty because he can't give me what I need right now. Blah. Did I also mention that he's 41 and I'm 21? We are in two different worlds right now. I'll have to tell you more about him later. You'll be tripped out.
But you know, I have a feeling that everything happens for a reason and you should be careful what you wish for because you just might get it. A couple of days before the breakup (mentioned above) I met a handsome stranger while I was out of town on vacation. Our paths literally crossed in the lobby of the resort that we were staying in in Reno, Nevada. (the Grand Sierras Resort. It's a really beautiful place. You should check it out.) I saw him a couple more times after our initial encounter and he kept staring at me...
The next day he saw me again and he finally got up the courage to approach me to say "I just wanted to let you know that you are THE most gorgeous woman that I have ever seen in my life". Since that little sentence our relationship has flourished and now he is coming all the way from California to the West Virginia just to spend 2 days with me! (this is the really condensed version. For all you romantics out there I will post the full story of our meeting and first date in the very near future)
Right now it is getting very late and I have to get to bed. I have an early morning tomorrow and I want to get some sleep.
Goodnight. Hopefully I'll see you sometime tomorrow.
Just checking in...
Hey, long time no see! I've been so busy with work, etc. that I hardly ever get a chance to sign on to this thing.
SOOOO much has happened that I need to catch you up on! I'll see you later tonight.
SOOOO much has happened that I need to catch you up on! I'll see you later tonight.
Saturday, May 10, 2008
Okay...I just randomly started a blog...wtf?
Hello and welcome to my blog. I encourage you to read, reflect and respond to my postings.
I must say that the decision to start this thing was quite random. Although I hate myspace, the thought of an online, interactive social network strikes my fancy. I write everyday in a private diary that I hide but something about posting my thoughts and feelings online for all to see seems so liberating!
Right now I'm sitting on a big comfy couch in my living looking at the sun shining outside. I think I might go out and enjoy some of this weather before it gets dark. Later this evening I will settle in and spill my guts. See you then!
I must say that the decision to start this thing was quite random. Although I hate myspace, the thought of an online, interactive social network strikes my fancy. I write everyday in a private diary that I hide but something about posting my thoughts and feelings online for all to see seems so liberating!
Right now I'm sitting on a big comfy couch in my living looking at the sun shining outside. I think I might go out and enjoy some of this weather before it gets dark. Later this evening I will settle in and spill my guts. See you then!
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