Three Equals One.

Hello there.

Right now I am bored out of my frickin mind on Memorial Day Monday. It's 10:15 am and everyone in my house is STILL asleep!

I can't get a hold of any of my boyfriends. Yes, you read that last part right. I have to have three "boyfriends" to equal the attention of one. Well, if you want to be technical about it I should be referring to them as "MANfriends" since they are all at least a decade older than me. (#1 is 41 years old, #2 is 37 and #3 is 30) All of them are very succesful business owners and don't have the luxury of giving me their undivided attention. Grrr.... It's so frustrating trying to deal with them sometimes.

I'm supposed to be playing tennis with #1 sometime this afternoon. After weeks of being too busy to call or see me he is suddenly smitten again. He called me three times yesterday, left me two voicemails and sent me some text messages. WTF? But that works because #2 is at some lake in Utah throwing a ritzy fishing trip for his A+ clients until Wednesday and #3 is at the beach.

The weather outside is absolutely BEEEYOOTIFUL! After I finish with this entry I plan on going out to run some errands and play with my puppy.

Yesterday I enrolled in college. I feel like I need to be doing more with myself. Even though I am just 21 I feel like I am running out of time. I'm not quite sure what I think I should be doing but I feel very bored and restless. I have every material thing that I could want; designer purses with the matching shoes, a huge closet full of brand new clothes, expensive jewelry, a Cadillac Escalade, all of which I bought for myself with my own money. I don't think I can buy myself what I am missing and that is romantic love. Luckily I have a great family as my support system or I would be a total mess.

Having a romantic relationship in my life is very important to me. One of my goals in life is to be married and I want my hubby to be my best friend. So far all of my boyfriends have brought up the topic of marriage and how they would spoil me beyond belief but as you can see, I am still all alone. I think that once their lives slow down they will be ready to settle down but I can't help but wonder how long I will allow myself to play the waiting game. Will I end up spending the rest of my life with one of these guys or will a fourth contender come out of nowhere and sweep me off of my feet leaving all three of them in the cold? It's a laughable thought.

I have my door open trying to bring in some of this warm, fresh air but all I seem to be bringing in is huge flies and mosquitoes. Dammit.

It's getting late and I have to eat something before I get a headache